Life Story? Confused On What Will Happen Next? ( VERY LONG AND DEPRESSING )?

Well, here's my life story at the age of 14: I've had mental problems since I was 5 years old.... not in the mentally retarted way, but the depressing and the " Frontal Wiring " in my brain is messed up. I've lost my friends that I've known since I was in Kindergarten ( I'm a freshman ). I have no friends now, and pretty much everybody hates me. Nobody acknowledges me or realizes anything I do. I've been bullied since Kindergarten and I am still getting bullied. My parents were divorced at my age of 8. They live at seperate houses and my mom has a stalker. I fear for her as well. In 4th grade I was diagnosed with Depression. I had many thoughts of suicide, and nearly killed myself numerous times. In 6th grade, I was bullied like crazy for every reason. All through these years I acted as kind and as generous as I could possibly support, yet, I was treated horribly. In 6th grade, I began an unidentified eating disorder, similar to anorexia. I starved myself for no reason, at merely 120 calories per day. I almost died many times. The doctors said sometimes when I was in the hospital, that I would've died if I fell asleep that day. By this time, I've been through around 4 therapists, because they just couldn't figure me out. Then I was bullied again by an @$$. I lost friends from this conflict. Then, I dropped out of school and spent the rest of the school year crying and sleeping. Then, beginning of 7th grade, I still had the eating disorder with even less of calories per day. I then got into a fight with some kid for no reason, and lost. I lost all of my friends except for 2 there. I then left school again and followed my daily routine... crying.... and, sleeping. Luckily, I am a straight A student, so I still passed. In that Summer, I went to Michigan and received a gift that would change my life forever... a female anery corn snake. My cousin could not care for her anymore, so he gave her to me. Then, I went back to school and I was again bullied... but worse. I still got crap for losing the fight LAST YEAR, up until now. I was extremely depressed. By 1/4 through 8th grade, I had lost all of my friends..... beside 1, but I don't ever hear from him.... so I guess you can call him an old friend. I lost friends that I've known for years. I then collected money to buy more snakes. I bought 2 ball pythons and they will breed next year. Breeding snakes will now be my life career. My only friends are my reptiles. And those reptiles, are people to me. They're my best friends in the entire world. As for the ladys, I don't get too lucky, a girls parents don't like me, and another was baker acted recently and is actually by-sexual. So the moral of this is: Don't feel or be like me. Live your life. I'm only 14 years old and have gone through more stuff than most people in a lifetime. On the contrary, I'm still here. I'm lucky to have survived all of this.